Y IS IT ALWAYS ME???

This is exactly how i felt when i found myself on the verge of getting embarrassed in front of all the students in the Lab, actually its not the crowd which matter its just embarrassment.

GIVE RESPECT & TAKE RESPECT

This is what comes 2 mind whenever i get low on spirits due to someone's behavior towards me. As a matter of fact, in the above famous quote, i can see that there is no space for Age or Cast or anything of that sort, so it holds 2 each n every living being and i feel if someone (may b elder 2 me) does not give me respect then why should i give them. So, i feel there is nothing wrong if i talk bad about them or if i try criticizing them in front of my friends.

I AIN'T A GUY NEXT DOOR!!!!

There are some situations which are handled rudely, i get really pissed with them and always try avoiding them. I am not some unwanted crap 2 the society, i require utmost respect from everyone and i do give respect to everyone (thats in my blood). But really i feel some people in this world have no reason but to criticize for "no reasons";-), this should not happen coz that lowers my self-esteem. In the end of the day, WHAT MATTERS?? is nothing but a peace of mind with no cruel intentions. But these cruel intentions get generated in my head due to these fucking criticizers. I don't really want 2 write more on this or else i will spoil the blog.

INCIDENTS :

• I went for RECORD correction and the staff found that there was no space for signature; Now she could have told me 2 make an extra column or she could have told me 2 bring another INDEX but instead of that she tore it rudely and made me cry for an hour and then finally i came up with my friends INDEX which she somehow signed.
• I don't like when my friend(name withheld) asks me whether i had taken bath or if i had brushed my teethes. Its so rude 2 tell it publicly that some other person is not smelling good or not looking good. I really do feel that i have no reasons 2 hear such comments because i take bath regularly and i am very particular about being clean. Whenever i hear such things, i have 2 lie that i haven't taken bath thats just because if i say that i have taken bath in spite of them asking "y i haven't" then it generates a feeling in them that i am always like this and there is seriously something wrong with me(freshness wise).
  
• I don't like when i am made 2 beg for the job which i am required 2 finish. There should not be any strings attached between the person who is giving me a job and who is assessing me for it.
  
• Anything related 2 girls, vulgar talks , gossips are meant 2 be avoided whenever they involve me for some cheap reasons or else as a matter of fact i love them whenever they are generalized.
  
• Discussing past results really piss me off , this may be because i have nothing on the desk 2 show;-),i really don't feel bad for it coz each and everyone has different experiences 2 b felt and i am really lucky 2 have felt whatever has come 2 me so far.
  

Now the purpose??
i have a lot of determination to tackle such incidents given above and i welcome such situations as they make me better.

• Got lots of college work of Applying Butter 2 the profs and teachers and somehow getting the signature they need 2 put on the no due.
  
• Its final yr and its almost time for me 2 do a job which requires me and only me 2 do it. If its not clear, i meant that so far i have not done things wholly solely by myself but not its time that i don't depend on anyone.

PS: For all the mother fuckers who have ever tried 2 embarrass a person in front of a crowd; I just want 2 say that u have no meaning 2 ur life and its just going waste, so the best thing possible is dying.

PS2: The above PS does not involve things done by the people without a cruel intention, for fun sake, For the betterment of the other person and for those who do it to mentally make the other person strong.