I PUBLISH, THEREFORE I AM

Here the YOU in the title refers to most of us (not exclusively me), considering that all you out there have as easy life as I do but have a doubt weather such a lifestyle is advisable or not. I've come up with a list of things (some might be relevant 2 YOU too) Be frequent on outings, in and around you're city (I've circled a lot of places for the coming months, I sure am going to go and have fun. Sitting & relaxing at home has itself become boring) Play an instrument (Guitar it is, I do and will continue playing) Go for a stroll, not morning/evening walks but just a stroll (terrace in my case coz I stay on the top floor..its really a good time pass to breath in some fresh air & just have clouds to see) Photography (that's a personal interest) Painting (Oh K, I ain't being kiddish but I do great in Macromedia flash with its brush smoothing capabilities) Writing good marketable articles (All those who love writing should market it coz its pretty much an...

Individuality is the thing which everyone craves & that's the one thing which people loose as the years pass; but this psyched head of mine has stored that in its safe & this is something I ain't loosing for any serious fuck or for any inspirational character in this world ( coz what the hell, I can be inspirational to a lot of souls for what I am right now) Remember  the golden words mouthed by  Popeye  the sailor man  " "I yam what I yam and that's all what I yam !"  Most of the times, I indulge in self scrutiny which is of course a good thing but in that phase I loose my own trademark traits & become someone who is good or probably great butttttt way different from my true self. So, that's something which needs to be taken care off i.e. In the quest to be better, I am loosing my true identity; so instead of that  artificial upbringing I should try modifying my built in aspects & strictly not hamper the default once to keep the true me...

I ain’t insomniac but even I do have a TYLOR DURDON in me who is exactly the character I wanna be. The best thing I feel about my Tylor is that he is not very different from the original ME!! as in the movie, he's pretty close to my present wants but exceeds marginally coz he has a lot of things which I always dream off & probably I can just dream n never turn them to reality. My Tylor Durdan characterizes My Tylor had better schooling, actually a 'class apart' schooling - Unlike me, I have this feeling that I could have done much much better if I was left all alone without any parental support (advise wise) coz its well said that " The best out of a man comes in the case of adversities". I should have affronted my problems & should have failed miserably, so that later in the real test/exam I could have proven effective. I never studied for the love of subjects, it was always to pass & always taken as an obligation. Cause to fight - In some part of ...

One more ode to my imaginative world. Again i have something out of the box which sounds really funny 2 me but is also true to the core. Starting with the cause ----I have a Creative Zen mp3 player which has a super cool sound clarity and i m a pukka music lover mainly rock music. There is a lot 2 explain about my player and its tracks but thats not the main criteria of the post; so leave it. AGENDA I listen to music in all different locations- in my bed (actually चारपाई), in my toilet (i shit for hours.;-)), in my bike (ob! while driving) etc. So it occupies all those few minutes of loneliness in my day 2 day schedule. I listen to some songs and go 2 my imaginative world and being more precise its called as "Day Dreaming". I suddenly have a feeling that i am the vocalist of the song being played in my mp3 player and i m rocking the show to an unquestionable extent. I actually am not just a vocalist,i also play as a lead guitarist. My performance is Live in front of thousand...