Porn is the culprit
I swear 2 god man....i always feel good while watching it but the after effects are exactly opposite.
Yesterday i was studying till 12:30pm and then suddenly there was a urge in me 2 go to google images and open some site with the required image..(images r heavenly).
I go c the image and then if i like it i zoom it and repeatedly scroll down and up 2 make sure i haven't missed a single bit of it...;-)..But what is this, it doesn't look like a 20 year old boy.Whats wrong with me man!!!...Am i sexually frustrated or something ( Hope not! ). By this i feel its high time i should go and get a girl.
Its been actually many years down the line ( me watching porno..), But still i am obsessed with it. I have also posted a lot of questions regarding masturbation and sexuality and advantages/disadvantages and many more in all sorts of forums present online ( yahoo answers, Indiatimes and also rediff to name a few).
All the time i have got a positive reply regarding what ever i thought was good for health and absolutely i c everyone answering to my thread with full enthusiasm, is it that everyone in the world is like me ( a porno freak..;-)). But i feel its wasting a lot of my time , i have also been thinking of utilizing this time in doing something constructive. For instance, i wasted around 3 hours in watching porno images yesterday but the result at the end of it were inevitably gooooooooooood and pleasing ;-). I have 2 stop this..
OH k ..with this post i feel i should improve on this particular area and b in my limits, so that it doesn't consume my precious time.
Activities 2 Stick on:
Enough of it...now got some other work...i really feel good after writing what i really feel and hope i stick 2 all the points in the post...bye bye
Yesterday i was studying till 12:30pm and then suddenly there was a urge in me 2 go to google images and open some site with the required image..(images r heavenly).
I go c the image and then if i like it i zoom it and repeatedly scroll down and up 2 make sure i haven't missed a single bit of it...;-)..But what is this, it doesn't look like a 20 year old boy.Whats wrong with me man!!!...Am i sexually frustrated or something ( Hope not! ). By this i feel its high time i should go and get a girl.
Its been actually many years down the line ( me watching porno..), But still i am obsessed with it. I have also posted a lot of questions regarding masturbation and sexuality and advantages/disadvantages and many more in all sorts of forums present online ( yahoo answers, Indiatimes and also rediff to name a few).
All the time i have got a positive reply regarding what ever i thought was good for health and absolutely i c everyone answering to my thread with full enthusiasm, is it that everyone in the world is like me ( a porno freak..;-)). But i feel its wasting a lot of my time , i have also been thinking of utilizing this time in doing something constructive. For instance, i wasted around 3 hours in watching porno images yesterday but the result at the end of it were inevitably gooooooooooood and pleasing ;-). I have 2 stop this..
OH k ..with this post i feel i should improve on this particular area and b in my limits, so that it doesn't consume my precious time.
Activities 2 Stick on:
- Never open google images.
- When ever excited do orkuting or chatting but not Shagging..;-)
- Have a heart, feel for those poor girls in those images( may b they r doing because of being forced)
- Have some common sense, there is a vast life ahead of me which is gonna be full of sex and obviously love ( 2 a larger extent ), so leave it for the future or else that moment will no longer b spicy and surprising enough.
- There are a lot of things @ this point of time which are important and which will not b possible for me 2 do after few years....so do them first and do not think about these stupid girls posing...;-0
Enough of it...now got some other work...i really feel good after writing what i really feel and hope i stick 2 all the points in the post...bye bye
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