I aint frm MIT/Stanford/Wharton

Contrary 2 my thinking, i have finally decided 2 sort out this bloody personality of mine which makes me feel that i m "Jack of all trades and master of all"...this feeling comes up whenever i m alone and i have nothing 2 do.

I always have this feeling that i m studying in MIT and i have friends ( Indian friends ) who are lower 2 me as compared 2 the intellect ;actually as compared 2 anything under the sun. why do i feel that i m someone special and someone who has a lot of knowledge and cannot be challenged, in short i feel i m Invincible.

yesterday i had this exact feeling and i started off thinking about myself doing the following:-

  1. Writing International Olympiads and securing the first rank.
  2. Beating Nobel laureates in their subjects ( mainly science ) and feeling not so hyped as its very usual for me.
  3. Having 2 much of head weight and telling others that exams r simple and can be dealt with nothing but confidence. Preparation is not required as its a piece of cake.
  4. Having won 10,000 USD for coming first in my dept and winning some arbit award.
  5. Giving Advices 2 people regarding exams as if i have come 1st in it without wanting 2 come.
  6. Being praised by friends in front of everyone ( i meant my family members and friends ) about my so called achievements and the way i approached it. One more important thing is that i m not present at that instance when people r praising me.;-)..this adds 2 my value.
Happiness is assured 2 me wherever i go and i have reached a self complacent stage of my life and i m not wanting any worldly pleasures and just require knowledge and want 2 establish myself as a Nation builder and not a Money builder ( as in the richest man or something ).

Why do such things come 2 my head, sometimes i feels that its all because of my inability 2 reach high credential or its my dreams which makes me want them but seems impossible.



PS: After a good thought process, i have reached the verdict;-)....thinking about being a super duper cool chap is not bad but wasting time on it is really a matter of life n death coz it consumes around 15min of my daily tight(sort off) schedule.If at all my schedule is not jam packed i can do such things n get away easily without any pain.

PS2:As i get easily inspired by people, its my mind which makes me not just get inspired 2 do the same as them but also 2 be them or experience what they experience and many a times i want 2 overdo their achievements.

PS3:May b someday i would give a lecture @ MIT of my experience and have a deja vu.

PS4:I should end this thread as in PS3 i feel that particular personality of mine is wanting 2 come out.;-)



ending with a wonderful thought......

"SOME MEN THINK ABOUT THINGS WHICH ARE THERE AND ASK WHY, I DREAM THINGS WHICH NEVER WERE AND ASK WHY NOT?"
-JFK
speechless(ask u r self why or why not?)..either way u know were u lie....duh!!!

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