Just Levels

I get up in the morning and dont care to fold my blanket or set the pillows.
My friend is coming over tomorrow and I go out of my way to clean not just my room, but, other rooms and even balcony.

I go to the office early in the morning only to come back early in the evening.
I stay late in the office, coz there is nothing to go home to and ya, sometimes coz I like the work ;-).

My role model, that's my LEVEL ;-)

I maintain a to-do list and check all the items for the day.
I know the one most important thing to do, I finish it and laze around for the good coz I know that maintaining a to-do list is another activity in my to-do list (if you dint get it, never mind, just skip this line ;-)).

I dont finish my work, as the work in not clear to me.
I finish my work the next day coz I somehow have to meet targets and ya, maybe sometimes I am just good at it.

A simple one liner from my boss can make my day (not that it has ever happened but just in case ;-)).
An appreciation mail can give me a feeling that its JUST to motivate and not really appreciate.

I set goals for today and dont hit them.
I reset my goals, sometimes re-re-re-re-re-re-reset them and finally, hit them.

Levels it is ;-): I cannot expect myself to do stuff/act upon certain stuff the way it is expected of me, there is a strong force of LEVELS which either pulls me to phenomenal or drags me to miserable (again, to the scale set by people). Personally, I feel its with everyone and we all act upon our LEVELS, So, whenever I think about why the other person is not showing the same/similar interest in doing certain stuff as I? I dont get irritated coz I know, its just his/her LEVELS...WYSIWYG (what you see is what you get) does not apply here.